My afternoon

Koen is napping...

So it's game time with Griffin.

I'm learning that there is enough love to go around.
I think that
I can be a mommy
to two after all!

The Napping House

I just love this sweet book about a grandma and her busy bed that she shares with her grandson and various pets. It reminds me of my big bed that is full these days. I had not slept in my huge ol' bed for the last 6 weeks. We set up a twin bed in the nursery for me to co-sleep with Koen on those early days of nursing. Roger gets up every day at 6 am for work and Griffin still crawls into our bed at about 2 am every night. It just didn't seem condusive to successful sleeping and nursing to have us all in one room.

I know that Dr. Phil would trash us for allowing our 4 year old to sleep with us but we love it. We all sleep so well together. Griffin just folds his little body and molds into us all night. It's so sweet to wake up with Griffin's little nose snuggling into my neck. I've missed those nighttime moments with him as I have slumbered at the other end of the house.

Although, I've had some serious snuggles with Koen, alone in our little room at 3 am. I must admit that I have missed my bed and my sleeping boys.

We've had a grand system set up over here. My mom has been staying with us and she would start the night out sleeping on the pull out couch in the living room. At 6 am, Roger would wake her up and she would stumble back and crawll into bed with Griffin before the alarm went off to get up for school.

Griffin may seem spoiled...all of us setting up sleep arrangements to make his life easy. He gets the heeby jeebies if he wakes up alone in that big bed and with all the other changes around here with the arrival of Koen, we didn't want to take our bed away from him.

Se we shuffle the grown ups and he is happy. We do it cause we love him.

Well...Roger snagged a crib from a guy at work whose son had outgrown it. We set it up in our bedroom next to my side of the bed. Koen and I start out in the nursery and after the 4 am feeding I take him back to our bedroom.

I was excited the first night we tried this new system. Koen snuggled into his new crib and fell right asleep. I crawled into my bed that I had not slept in for so long. It was like coming home. Griffin rolled over and suggled up and mumbled "hi mom" and then fell back asleep.

I laid there and took in the enviroment. Roger was snoring up a storm, Griffin was breathing heavy, and Koen was letting out sweet newborn noises. It felt right, for all of us to be shacked up in our bedroom. One big happy sleeping family.

This is just one of many moments of us functioning as a family of 4. My mom has been released from her duties of filling my space in our bed.

I'm back where I should be.

An open letter to the Universe

Dear Universe,

I have been thinking lately about the state of things and I have a special request. Not to sound dramatic but since I have given birth to my second son, I am out of my head with crazy insane love. The kind of love that makes me feel like a cave woman. I feel like if my children were in danger that I could fight off a saber tooth tiger with one arm and prepare dinner over the fire with the other. It's a gutteral nutty kind of love.

So my request is to please be gentle with my children.

I know that every child has to go through struggles and I don't mind a skinned knee or hurt feelings every now and again. Just try and keep it manageable.

My heart has never been so full as it is now and it's making me nervous.

So please...look out for these kids of mine. I have no choice but to bravely send them out into the world and all I'm asking is that it is a kind place for them to be.

Your,

Leigh

6 years!

We were married 6 years ago today.

I had some serious butterflies beforehand.

The ceremony was beautiful!

Then...things got a little crazy!!!

Settling in

My afternoons are full of naps in my lap

and big brother love.

We are settling in nicely!

Mother's Day Tea Party

Griffin's class had a Mother's Day Tea Party. It was so sweet.

They sang songs and had a slide show.

Ms. Jackie asked the students why they loved their mom.

Griffin said

"Because she's my friend and she buys me toys."

Then he led me to this sweet table and served me tea and snacks.

I cried my eyeballs out.

Giga ball

It's fun times at our house.
We got the Giga ball and Griffin wants to do everything in it.
Can I eat my lunch in there?
Can we have bedtime stories in the ball?
Can I sleep in the ball tonight?
The answers are no,yes,and no.

Lucky Kid!